Is It Okay to Cry Now? (Novel)
Chapter 61 ·

Chapter 61

* * *
Translated by Sylph

Read only at Novelbyu.com & Utoon.net.
* * *

Evi looked around while clutching her toy to her chest.

“Professor?”

Because she was holding the toy tightly with both hands, she couldn’t grab onto his clothes.

So when people rushed past, she was swept away by them and ended up in the side alley.

Fortunately, it wasn’t a place far away, so she thought she would be able to meet Professor Sian again if she returned to where she had been standing a moment ago.

However, when she returned to that previous spot, he was nowhere to be seen.

Startled, Evi looked around her surroundings.

But no matter how much she examined the passing people, only his figure could not be found.

“Professor!”

Evi tried calling him in a loud voice.

At that, the people passing by looked at her with eyes that seemed to wonder what was going on.

‘Where did he go?’

It really happened in an instant. It probably hadn’t even been 30 seconds since she had briefly stepped aside and come back…

‘He must be nearby.’

Evi stepped aside and stood between the shops, watching the people pass by.

Until just a moment ago, she had been in a good mood because she had obtained a prize.

The shops decorated for the festival were sparkling, and it was also fun to watch the people.

But now, she became afraid of the sight of the still-shining shops and laughing people, who had absolutely nothing to do with her anxious self.

‘It’s okay.’

Evi thought, biting her lip hard.

‘The director taught me what to do if I get lost or lose my party.’

She had said not to move any further from the place where one lost their group.

She told her to endure and wait there even if she was anxious and scared. Then, they would be able to come and find her again.

By now, the professor must have realized that she was not in sight. So he would come back again soon.

Therefore…

‘I just need to endure being scared for a little while.’

Evi stood there and waited for him while clutching the toy to her chest.

* * *

“You’re saying you’re going back already?”

At Arcel’s words that he would return earlier than scheduled, Duke Kaylan took on a disappointed expression.

“Is there something you haven’t finished yet?”

Duke Kaylan knew his son’s temperament well.

Arcel was calm and rational to a degree that was hard to believe for his young age.

He always moved according to plan, and it was rare for that to be disrupted.

“No, he resembles neither you nor me in personality. Where did we pick up our son?”

“He looks exactly like you, so what nonsense are you talking about.”

Recalling the memory of being poked in the side by his wife after saying something pointless, Duke Kaylan examined Arcel with a worried face.

“If you’re trying to go back early to study, I won’t call you anymore this evening, so comfortably in your room…”

“It’s not like that. I’m already studying enough, so there’s no need to do it so urgently.”

How did his 13-year-old son end up with such a boring personality?

Duke Kaylan clicked his tongue inwardly.

‘Now that I look at him, his personality is exactly like His Majesty’s in his childhood.’

That might be why he was mentioned first whenever the story of the Emperor’s adopted son came up.

“Then why are you in such a hurry?”

“That is…”

At the sight of Arcel trailing off, the Duke looked at his son as if it were a rare occurrence.

Because it was the first time Arcel had hesitated to answer like this.

“If it’s hard to answer, you don’t have to. It’s normal to have one or two secrets at your age that you can’t tell your parents.”

“No, it’s not like that.”

When Arcel replied with an expression of disgust, the Duke laughed heartily and called the butler to prepare the carriage.

“Your heart is already there anyway, so what is the point of holding onto you. I’ll be waiting for the next outing day.”

After greeting his father with gratitude for not asking further, Arcel immediately put the things he had prepared into his bag and boarded the carriage.

As the carriage started, he looked at the bag he had placed beside him.

There were enough necessary items inside the Gifted Center anyway.

What he had packed separately were books from his library.

Books that he had already finished reading, and that someone might not have even touched.

‘She seemed to like travelogues. And she liked basic theoretical textbooks for subjects as well.’

They were polar opposite books. But Arcel liked both.

‘It seemed Evi liked both too.’

Evi Alden.

Arcel thought of the little kid who had waved her hand at him, telling him to have a good trip.

At first, he had only paid attention because she was the child the Emperor had chosen.

So when he met her again after being unable to win against Ruska’s badgering, he had also thought it was a bit troublesome.

And yet, he couldn’t ignore her. Because she kept catching his eye.

So when he found out that she was being ostracized by the female students along with Irene Terence, he didn’t say anything even though he knew he and Ruska were being used.

Because he thought it would be a good thing if the situation improved by attending classes and having meals together.

Then a question suddenly occurred to him. The question of whether he would have gone this far if it were anyone else.

Arcel looked at the bag again.

As soon as he arrived home, he went to the library and spent the whole day picking and choosing books.

Among the things he had seen, the ones that were the most interesting and good.

‘I wonder if she’ll like them.’

The image of her being happy every time Professor Malles showed her a new book came vividly to mind.

Since Evi was someone who liked looking at even such old-fashioned math books, she would surely be even more delighted if he gave her the books he brought.

Those round green eyes would crinkle softly, and her small face would be filled with a smile.

He wished she would always be smiling like that…

“…!”

At that moment, Arcel, who was looking at the street filled with festival crowds, jumped up from his seat.

‘Just now…’

He thought he saw Evi.

Beside a stall selling food, standing with a tearful face while wearing the old clothes he had seen on the first day, not the clothes of the Gifted Center.

Arcel, who was about to hurriedly stop the carriage, leaned out and examined the outside again.

However, the carriage had already passed that spot, and the place where Evi had been seen was hidden among people and was no longer visible.

“Did I see it wrong?”

If he thought about it, there was no way Evi would be outside. She had decided to stay at the Gifted Center. Furthermore, students under the age of 10 cannot go out without a guardian.

Then who would have taken Evi out?

‘Professor Malles also said he was going home, so there’s no one to go out with.’

So what he saw was surely an illusion.

Even while thinking so, Arcel kept sticking his face out and looking back.

Strangely, the uneasy feeling did not disappear.

* * *

“Uh, Mom… hng…”

Evi looked at the child sitting on the chair next to her, crying and looking for his mother.

The boy, around the same age as Evi, had been shedding tears ever since he came here.

Evi looked at the cloth attached to the front of the chair.

[Lost Child Shelter]

After losing Professor Sian, Evi had continued to stand in that spot for 30 minutes. But he did not appear.

When she was about to think of returning to the Gifted Center even by herself, people who had been hovering nearby approached.

Evi was wary of them.

She had heard that there were many people who dragged away and sold children who became orphans after the war.

Even at the orphanage, the director used to worry a lot and look for the children all day long if they were not in sight.

“Did you happen to lose your parents?”

“No, I…”

“You did. I saw you being alone continuously.”

The rough-looking man said so and then grabbed Evi’s hand.

The moment Evi was about to scream for help, the man shouted first.

“Hey, guards! There’s a lost child here!”

At those words, the guards who were roaming the area immediately ran over, and saying ‘Be sure to find your parents and return home safely,’ the man waved his hand at Evi.

And so she had come to this place.

The people of the guard gave warm cocoa to the children who came in crying and consoled them earnestly, saying they could go home soon.

Just as they said, the children who came here were soon picked up by their families.

Then the children, throwing away even the cocoa, ran and clung to them while crying.

Evi watched that sight quietly.

After a while, the boy who had been sitting next to Evi was also picked up by his family.

Watching the child returning while holding the hands of his mom and dad, Evi curled her body.

‘Everyone’s mom and dad are coming to pick them up.’

But she didn’t have parents. Then who would come to pick her up?

Evi buried her face in her knees. Tears did not come out.

It was only hard for her anyway even if she tried crying.

Even if she was crying because it was hard, there was no one to console her. It was a relief if she wasn’t hit for being annoying.

She had known that fact well since she was young.

‘Let’s go back alone.’

Professor Sian must have gone back first.

So she should just tell the guards that she was a student of the Gifted Center and ask them to take her back.

Then they would take her back soon. So…

‘Just for a very little while, stay here and…’

It was the moment Evi curled her body even more while clutching the wooden doll.

“Evi!”

Suddenly her body was lifted up.

When she lifted her head, Clois, drenched in sweat, was standing before Evi’s eyes.

End of Chapter 61

Chapters

Is It Okay to Cry Now? (Novel)

Chapter 200 5Chapter 199 5Chapter 198 5Chapter 197 5Chapter 196 5Chapter 195 5Chapter 194 5Chapter 193 5Chapter 192 5Chapter 191 5Chapter 190 5Chapter 189 5Chapter 188 5Chapter 187 5Chapter 186 5Chapter 185 5Chapter 184 5Chapter 183 5Chapter 182 5Chapter 181 5Chapter 180 5Chapter 179 5Chapter 178 5Chapter 177 5Chapter 176 5Chapter 175 5Chapter 174 5Chapter 173 5Chapter 172 5Chapter 171 5Chapter 170 5Chapter 169 5Chapter 168 5Chapter 167 5Chapter 166 5Chapter 165 5Chapter 164 5Chapter 163 5Chapter 162 5Chapter 161 5Chapter 160 5Chapter 159 5Chapter 158 5Chapter 157 5Chapter 156 5Chapter 155 5Chapter 154 5Chapter 153 5Chapter 152 5Chapter 151 5Chapter 150 5Chapter 149 5Chapter 148 5Chapter 147 5Chapter 146 5Chapter 145 5Chapter 144 5Chapter 143 5Chapter 142 5Chapter 141 5Chapter 140 5Chapter 139 5Chapter 138 5Chapter 137 5Chapter 136 5Chapter 135 5Chapter 134 5Chapter 133 5Chapter 132 5Chapter 131 5Chapter 130 5Chapter 129 5Chapter 128 5Chapter 127 5Chapter 126 5Chapter 125 5Chapter 124 5Chapter 123 5Chapter 122 5Chapter 121 5Chapter 120 5Chapter 119 5Chapter 118 5Chapter 117 5Chapter 116 5Chapter 115 5Chapter 114 5Chapter 113 5Chapter 112 5Chapter 111 5Chapter 110 5Chapter 109 5Chapter 108 5Chapter 107 5Chapter 106 5Chapter 105 5Chapter 104 5Chapter 103 5Chapter 102 5Chapter 101 5
Free chapters
100Chapter 10099Chapter 9998Chapter 9897Chapter 9796Chapter 9695Chapter 9594Chapter 9493Chapter 9392Chapter 9291Chapter 9190Chapter 9089Chapter 8988Chapter 8887Chapter 8786Chapter 8685Chapter 8584Chapter 8483Chapter 8382Chapter 8281Chapter 8180Chapter 8079Chapter 7978Chapter 7877Chapter 7776Chapter 7675Chapter 7574Chapter 7473Chapter 7372Chapter 7271Chapter 7170Chapter 7069Chapter 6968Chapter 6867Chapter 6766Chapter 6665Chapter 6564Chapter 6463Chapter 6362Chapter 6261Chapter 61Reading60Chapter 6059Chapter 5958Chapter 5857Chapter 5756Chapter 5655Chapter 5554Chapter 5453Chapter 5352Chapter 5251Chapter 5150Chapter 5049Chapter 4948Chapter 4847Chapter 4746Chapter 4645Chapter 4544Chapter 4443Chapter 4342Chapter 4241Chapter 4140Chapter 4039Chapter 3938Chapter 3837Chapter 3736Chapter 3635Chapter 3534Chapter 3433Chapter 3332Chapter 3231Chapter 3130Chapter 3029Chapter 2928Chapter 2827Chapter 2726Chapter 2625Chapter 2524Chapter 2423Chapter 2322Chapter 2221Chapter 2120Chapter 2019Chapter 1918Chapter 1817Chapter 1716Chapter 1615Chapter 1514Chapter 1413Chapter 1312Chapter 1211Chapter 1110Chapter 109Chapter 98Chapter 87Chapter 76Chapter 65Chapter 54Chapter 43Chapter 32Chapter 21Chapter 1

End of Chapter 61

What did you think?

Next chapter
0
Would love your thoughts, please comment.x
Browse all series